Ok, so heres the deal...I love this site...and it kills me to say this but, I possibly could be leaving the site for good. Its getting to the point that drama being caused in the cbox is getting the best of me and I'm already extremely ill...We don't even know whats wrong with me and the doctor is trying to not have to see if I have cancer...but its getting to that point....thats really one of the few options left that it could be...cervical, ovarian, or uterine cancer. I'm not supposed to be getting into anything thats getting me upset and everytime I log on the cbox to even talk to one member...another starts things and does not seem to know how to leave them be.
Much less...I'm about to lose everything I own unless I find somewhere to move to within the month. And we're dealing with the fact that my dad possibly has cancer too and if he does he's saying he's going to kill himself...I'm just dealing with too much for me to handle and I need to find some solutions now.
However I'm going to do some much needed thinking...another thing is...I'm tired of being the only admin to actually do anything other than approve a member...and when thats done I end up having to put them in their groups. I can't be pulling all the site weight by myself and I keep asking for help and not getting it...so I'm taking a few days to myself most likely...to decide if this is even worth the trouble anymore.
Love always,
Christy
Thu Oct 28, 2010 11:55 pm
Im going to miss you, even though i havent known you for long you are a good friend and i pray to god you dont have cancer that would be horrible 
